Recently i get mood-swing very easily..That time i got once i feel that Baobei neglected me.. But we clear our misunderstanding le.. I see my grandma condition getting worse i getting to feel scare that i anytime will lose her.. I don't wanna lose her coz she is my closest grandma.. I feel that i been left out by my volleyball team mates sometimes coz of rumours about me.. When i went back to my previous work, my colleague say i change a lot.. They don't believe that i declare single le.. Got times that i feel like patching up with my malay ex..