Haiz I saw bird in the morning, he went to cut his hair then very weird leh.. I suddendy sian half le.. Because i thought when i see him now i wont feel so stress since i know gabriel.. But when i see bird i will feel sad.. I will never forget he is the one who let mi lost confidence in relationship.. I will have fear in relationship le.. Now i dont trust relationship can last long.. Coz all my ex choose to hurt mi and let mi shed tears for them.. My entreprenur project 1 deadline coming le on the 30 may 2006.. I yesterday went to lu yi house to play with her.. I feel so pai seh when i saw gan ma.. So happy she say she bringing mi go overseas if she got money... If not this saturday she bringing mi go shopping de.. But maybe i working leh.. But hopefully don have to work then i can go out with her..